A thousand Sunrises

This conception doesn't work,
to kill one feeling by another
Hopelessness and loneliness
change to rage and trouble

All the little gods have left
Another day the same old trip,
happy faces smiling so ironically
Different names but all the same

Again and again
Just to show
how ridiculous you are

Why can you watch
a thousand sunrises?
But at least twice as often
you watch the sun go down

What is the secret
of being contented?
Can you tell me how it works?
My tries never succeed
So please help me

Glitter in your eyes
but the world's still grey
So get out of your black hole and
just reach the bottom
of another one

Can't catch
this little moments of joy,
Why is there always
another morning?
Another minute
and the next second,
when everything fades away?

Why can you watch
a thousand sunrises?
But at least twice as often
you watch the sun go down

What is the secret of being happy?
Can you tell me how it works?
My tries never succeed
So please help me

Like a Fata Morgana in the desert
So close but beyond your reach
So beautiful but full of spite
And I'm so tired.
So please help me!

(lyrics by Suzie)