Your Apology

A deeply grief inside of me
like a blade shredding the very heart
So this seems to be my fate
Nothing but to love and to hate

Everything seems so grey and meaningless to me
My passion was roused again but all was just in vain

Every word you say makes me hate you more
Everything you tell me requires a slap in your face
But your apology for this shows me
how wretched your are anyway

I want to hurt you too, but you just don’t care,
getting stupefied through your remedies night and day
You don’t notice your own decay

Living in your secluded world
with a hidden entrance but no way out
But someday your universe will turn black
Cause every friend will show you their back

Every word you say makes me hate you more
Everything you tell me requires a slap in your face
But your apology for this shows me
how wretched your are anyway

(lyrics by Suzie)